broken vow

broken vow

i just ended my 4 years relationship..
it feels awful.
tapi g dah a lot better now..

rasanya kaya apa ya...
ummmmm BT bgt, campuran antara ga percaya, bingung, n sangat kecewa..
jadi singkatnya gini kita bedua deket sejak 1 SMA n skg g tu anak tingkat 2 semester 1 08-09..

yah quite a long time lah..

sejak mulai kuliah dia pegi ke Amrik, so kita cuma ketemu 1/2 taun sekali..
but well contact kita bagus..

but again, suddenly pas dia pulang kali ini dia bilang pgn kita jadi tmn biasa aja..

katanya sih demi kebaikan kita bedua n that he's still care about me, and that klo dia dah lulus 2 taun lagi dia mau balik lagi sama g..
SHIT abis, dia kira g mau nunggu ya???
dah cukup kli nunggunya..
hahhahahahahhaa..

but then i realize , dia gamau nyakitin g n say those things..,
pdhl itu tu simple bgt, he just not that into me anymore..

n i think that's okay..


untung bgt libur ini , g punya tmn2 baik g yang nemenin g..
and remind me how precious i am...
thanx girls...

thanx juga buat sang pria yang dah ngasi g jackpot n ngingetin g untuk coba jadi sama org laen..

tenang pria, laen kali lagi kita ketemu g pasti jadi lebih baik dari sekarang...
with or without you , i can still try my best..

and there will come a day, when i thank you for your decision..
for asking me not to be with you anymore...
because at that time, i will already have someone who is really into me and more suitable for me...

hahahahhahahahahhaaa................

ACTION speaks more than WORDS, i hope i can make my words become real...

hahahahahhahahahhahaha................